havent blogged for quite a while, just havent found the mood to start writing here again. i think lack of work has made me into a nonsensical and crazy person whose brain is just wasting away due to the lack of exercise that it has been given. and its not my choice if you must know. everything that's happened just convinced me further that i'm useless. and worthless. just shoot me now please. i'm gone anyway.
i'm seriously hating this huge writer's block that's making me feel worse than i'm already feeling. havent been able to write any poems or lyrics for such a long time, i'm beginning to forget that words even existed. and i hate it. cos i love writing. i love to write. and losing the ability to do so is killing me. especially since the only way i let everything out of my mind is through writing. all my thoughts and my dreams. though no one else will ever read them. they're for my own peace of mind. but my minds not functioning now. everythings on a standstill. and everythings gone.
i just wanna be left alone. well actually, i dont. but i already am alone now, arent i? strange isnt it? i'm always telling people to be happy when i never am. wonder why cant i follow my own advice. maybe its because i never have. maybe its just because no one cares.
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About Me.
hazwany
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Wishlist.
Happiness
ipod nano
a new radio
new clothes, bags and shoes :p
to lose most of my insecurities