20061225
i know i havent blogged for quite a while but i just havent found the strength to do it. life has been quite eventful for a while but i just dont have the mood to write about them since more than not, bad memories will come along with all the good ones. and i dont really wanna remember them right now. i guess you'll just have to be happy with pictures for now. i guess i can never say all the words that i feel inside. cos every time i try, i get bogged down by all the other questions that arise in my mind. will i hurt others by writing them down? or will i hurt myself more when everything turns out wrong? this is why i shut up. so that i wont hurt anybody. so that i wont hurt myself. not more than i need to.
At the base of Mt Fuji... dint get to go up it though because it was snowing. only managed to go up to the 1st station which really is nothing at all. heh.
Mt Fuji from a distance. this was taken while we were in the bus driving back to tokyo... managed to snap this shot.
The castle at Tokyo Disneyland at night during one of their light shows. i think it was about how mickey and his friends decorated the castle up or something like that. dint stay to watch the whole thing cos it was time to go off already.
ilsa tari @ camp genesis. this was on the first day, after the briefings in the morning. we took a looooot of pictures then. haha
the 6 kebaya girls who danced at cfa night. that was quite fun. lotsa chocolates galore. hee~today was a really huge waste of my time. if you people dont wanna go, next time could you say it in advance please. instead of making people wait just to have to cancel it in the end cos nobody appeared in the half hour that i waited there. its freaking irritating when you say ok one minute and then cancel your appearance at the last minute. who the hell do you think you are? i've had enough of it. next time something is organised, i'm not even going to put high hopes on it happening as planned. in that way i wont be disappointed. and i wont get hurt. and i wont spend the rest of my day in a bad mood.
thanks a lot. for making my everyday hell.
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