What started out as a great day quickly turned bad. First bad thing that started to make me feel horrible was losing my comb early in the morning at home. I hate losing my things. I'll go around frantically searching for them and getting into quarrels with my mum just to find my comb right where i left it and getting ridicules from my mum for blaming her of misplacing the comb. Next thing that went bad was at MIQ when the stupid thing started late and make us freeze our butts out there and then throwing us impossible questions and giving CJC superrrbly easy questions that even i with my horrible and limited knowledge can answer. Not that i'm unhappy that we couldnt get to the semi finals ( i'm happy that we tried our best actualli) i just don't like the fact that there's politics involved in such a formal competition as this. After MIQ, what made me feel totally horrible was the fact that my mum expects me to be available whenever she wants me to. Like as if i have some kind of magic that allows me to be wherever she wants me to be at that exact moment. Doesn't she even care about how i feel? i doubt so, realli. Doesnt she know that its just impossible to get from woodlands to east coast or from sembawang shopping centre to telok kurau in just one second?! I'm really really pissed off at everything. And to make matters worse, the chemistry chapter that we were supposed to learn today and tomorrow is 152 powerpoint slides long. What, like as if we don't have enough things to do, we still have to read and go through and understand all those slides in just 2 short days. Hello...for their information, school is where you're supposed to be learning all these things, not at home. And to ask for soooo much in just 2 days. Their mental, i tell you. Everythings just so bad right now. i realli don't know just how much more i can take in. Its tiring enough to put on that smily face all day long just to keep people from noticing how i really feel inside. i just wanna lie down and sleep for eternity. and i mean it.
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Wishlist.
Happiness
ipod nano
a new radio
new clothes, bags and shoes :p
to lose most of my insecurities