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20050506



I hate the internet. and my computer.

and i hate myself. all my fun has been robbed away by events left unknown. so what's the use of living? it just makes you sink into even more depression.

and i don't even know why i bother to do this. 'cos i know nobody cares. so why torture myself, right?

but i might as well face the truth. i'll have to anyway. there's no escaping it. and there's no hiding either.

i'm just so sick of it all. i'm tired. extremely tired. of everything. and everyone.

just leave me alone ok? and let me drown in my sorrow. at least that's better than raising my hopes and then crushing them to pieces. before i can actually feel real happiness.




inilah aku

10:57 pm







About Me.
hazwany
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HGS.TKGS.MJC.NUS
penggiat seni melayu, terutamanya dikir barat dan tarian


Wishlist.
Happiness
ipod nano
a new radio
new clothes, bags and shoes :p
to lose most of my insecurities


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