its sad to know that people don't bother to remember you. either that or they just mix you up with someone else. i must be leading a very lonely life. never getting any messages, any calls, any tags, any replies. sure, i do love the quietness and the loneliness most of the times. but even too much of it can be suffocating. and just makes me feel worthless. and useless. and just totally empty. devoid of anything. and everything. and i'm just afraid that i'll be feeling this way for the rest of my life. i'm scared. really scared. but nobody knows it.
ah heck. should've been used to this by now. it's happened often enough.
just forget me. my world's silent enogh already. one less person won't make any difference. there's already nobody living in it.
nobody knows. and nobody understands. everything and anything about me. its enough to make a person feel dead. hah.
i just wanna lie down and sleep. at least i forget everything then. and i'm sick of lying. but isn't my life already a lie? of course it is. and nobody can change it. and if you're reading this right now then you would already know that even as i'm speaking here i'm lying. cos i'm not supposed to be here. i'm supposed to be somewhere far far away. away from here. but if you don't even know what i'm talking about then its good for you. at least that means i haven't lied to you this time.
don't try making sense of what i've said. you wouldn't be able to anyway. and just ignore everything. it wouldn't matter anyway. it wouldn't matter at all.
inilah aku
8:01 pm
About Me.
hazwany
17121987
female obviously
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Wishlist.
Happiness
ipod nano
a new radio
new clothes, bags and shoes :p
to lose most of my insecurities