Know what? being alone can be so much fun, but it's sad to be lonely. cos having nobody around you can never be as bad as having people around but no one to talk to. and sorry if i bore you but that's the way i am and there's nothing that can change it so if you want me to stop being a bore just start talking to me about anything at all cos otherwise i will never ever start a conversation on my own cos i just think too much and feel too much and too much of it is just kept inside cos there is no other outlet for it anyway. and sorry if you don't understand that but that's just the way i am and there is no other person you're gonna get. only those who really talk to me know who i am and how i am like and i am sad to say that there is not a single soul in the world who knows me inside and outside. they just accept the person that i show them and tell them without ever thinking if there could be somebody else under that thick layer of lost trust and lies. and i dont care what anybody says about eating too much and not doing anything about it and blasting my ears with music cos that is the only time when i can actually feel real peace and calm so stop asking me to reduce my food intake or to change the food i eat unless you have a better alternative to give. so unless you're here to get me to open up, leave me alone. its better that way.
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About Me.
hazwany
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female obviously
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Wishlist.
Happiness
ipod nano
a new radio
new clothes, bags and shoes :p
to lose most of my insecurities